Bridegroom

Late into the summer, when I cast back my mind

On the rivers of the spring, there’s a crack in the air

and a house in the pine with a body to find

And a hole in the wall at which my heart does stare.

I was married to a child in the many joys of May

“Frankly now mister, you’ve never been a young girl,

I know you won’t get it, I know you’ll ask anyway.”

Maybe if I’d listened she’d be above the crepe myrtle.

The heart wants what it wants, its deceitful above all

I longed for that house, for a bride, and for a reason

The brave man kills with a sword, with a word kills the small

There’s a song in the air, and this hearts out of season.

You can call it whatever, call it mercy or call it evil

But our lives were over when we crossed the threshold

There lay a green lawn and a sky filled with diesel

Despair hits like rice, and your shoulder’s shivering cold.

It lasted a few years, while I was good to you

Now chains linked in gold, they keep up inside

I’m gonna break out tonight, I know what to do

I am a brave man, man of my word, I’ll never lie.

As the lights flash with red and they flash with blue

All around this house the one I built for you

And in this corner where I know I’m the one

who put you down with my cold and black gun.

Now I wait in the thicket and wait in the hollows

With a belly of dread and head full of voices

Nothing to do but meet the god of my tomorrows

And he’ll bring me to bare on all of my choices.

I’d say it to his face just like I’d say it her mother

How I spared her a life of boredom and frustration

You know, we’re all born to die, one after the other

It’s a hard life of evil, and of constant stagnation.

There’s nothing I can do, we kill what we love

A coward in years, and a brave man in minutes

As the air left her throat, she cooed like a dove

Call it mercy, call it evil, its all the same - isn’t it?

She called me good, that’s what it said in the Bible

Her heart’s cool gaze forgot, I’m leper not a prophet

When Lazarus died Jesus found he may not be able

To hold back tears for what’s in life and death’s pocket.

For God so loved the world that He left it completely

The bride has hung herself in her wedding dress

For I so loved you baby that I killed you sweetly

And saved you from a life a misery and being a lepress.